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Me took a picture of my doggie. You wanna see?
written @ 09:17 p.m.
sish...finally. Was gonna blog all day, finally got my lazy ass to actually do it. Well anyways...Today my parents decided to go up to the mountains to pick some sort of plant which I still have no idea what it is. Well, from what my mom said, my dad remember something being in like this secluded place where very few people go. We went their once, with my aunt and uncle. Well...when they went there, my mom saw like this animal go by. She thought at first it was a wolf or something, but with close inspection, she found out it was a puppy. And following it, she found it trying to hide in like this hole. I'm not sure where, but like somewhere she found like 3 more puppies. She wasn't sure if there where here with their owners or what. So my dad went off in search of like the owners or maybe the puppies mom or something, but he found nothing. I think my parents were being nice to them or something, cause they kept following them. When they were about to leave thought, my dad didn;t have the heart to just leave them, so he put them in the car and was thinking of maybe leaving them where alot of people were so that someone can maybe take them home. But thinking that people might think they were the ones throwing them away, he brought them home. The puppies were the cutest things. There were two girls and two boys, two of them were brown and the other two were like this golden color. I felt so sorry for them. They kept climbing up my leg, trying to get attention and stuff. And when I would hold one, she was so scared, and holding on tight, as if I would drop her. Poor thing. My mom feed them too, since there ribs were sticking out. They dug into that food...holy...wonder how long it had been since they ate. My dongs better appriciate the food we give them from now on. Picky ass eaters. Well anyways. To my disappointment they didn't keep the puppies. No shock anyways. We were gonna give it to the poilce, but the department was closed. So when my mom say on coming around she made it flag it down. Yup...that sure made my day. So we gave the pups to him. Probably going to the pound too. Poor things. I wonder...what kind of bastard would dessert 4 puppies in the middle of nowhere. I'm sure they knew they would die..since the place had no water, no food...like I said, it was desserted. Why the hell did they let their dog get pregnant if they were gonna end up killing the poor things. All they had to do was spend a couple bucks and get her fixed. Like that's so much troubles cheap ass bastards. Its sad, how humans treat a defenseless animal. *sigh* Today seemed almost like a dream...it happened so fast, without thinking. And it still fasinates me that my mom decided she wanted to go to the mountains on that day. That they decided to go to that mountian. That my dad decided not to listen to my mom and go into a different road, which lead to a desserted place, where those puppies just happen to be. Its just fasinating...like it was ment to happen...like it was...faith...
written @ 12:50 a.m.
Have I told you people how much I hated bugs lately? Well here I was. Perfectly innocent me, reading falling which I might add is a good fic. And out of nowhere this moth comes out, flying around. Getting freaked out, I grabbed for a fly swatter, and paced around, just waiting for it to land. Stupid sob landed right on the curtain, so I tried my best to smack it from there. It fell down, still fluttering around, and since whole bunch of stuff was cluttered where it landed, I tried to swat it out. The damn thing kept fluttering, and it finally got out, and was right at my face, flying around my hair and stuff and of course...being the big chicken I am, screamed and tried to move back, waving my arms around like some lunatic and away to only stumble on my own shoes, which was lying behind me. Almost fell flat on my butt, besides the fact I think I twisted my knee. Stupid bastard finally landed on the floor, so I smacked it a couple times with the swatter. It better be dead. If it's not...it's some unknown ailen who had taken the form of a moth to investigate the humans, and try to take over the world with it's ickyness. Okay...I got it...bedtime.
written @ 03:05 a.m.
My parents have been watching this old ass drama all day. It's the funniest shit. It's like from '88 I think they said. Oh gosh...you have to see their hair and their clothes and their freaken makeup. I'm sure it was the sytle then. But I bet when they look back to those times, they'd wanna laugh their head off at how they looked. Funniest thing I've seen in a while. Ah the 80's. With the wild ass hair, and ugly ass clothes. My apologizes if you like the style then.
*cock her head to the side* I don't think my compy likes me very much. Big surprise. I tried dl this one song all day. I tried it from like 4 different sites and all of them, right when I was almost done dling, they would have an error or something. *bangs head on desk* Why must you hate me so...WHY???
Well...to end it off. I wanna show you guys a pic. Haven't done that in a while haven't I? Well this pic made my day...hopefully it will brighten your's just a little teeni tiny bit too...
written @ 12:27 a.m.
days are long nights aren't long enough. Maybe cause I sleep through it? Well...I sleep through most of the day too...but it still feels long. *shrugs* I sleep for like 10 hours and still it doesn't feel like enough. I use to be able to run on 5 hours of sleep. Then it got extended to 6-7 hours. Now...if I don't sleep atleast 9 hours I feel so tired and end up taking a nap. I'm getting way too old. Either that...or that's the best thing my body can think of doing these days.
Got bored so I painted my nails. If you ever looked at it, you'd realize how bored I was at that time. It like has purple tips, with clear gloss over it. *Shrugs* I do weird things when I'm bored.
I got me a new digital camera. One that actually works with those u...ups..no that's a postage company...ubs? usb? usp? I don't know...it's one of those. I think. Stupid jack that matches nothing in other computers...arg. Well...now it works and I've been taking stupid picutres everywhere. Love taking pics. Don't know what my parents are getting so anger for. It's not like I'm wasting film. Oh well. Still need to get use to the fact that when you shoot something...that's not exactly what you get. Pisses me off. Maybe I should just trade it in, and get a simple webcam or something. I don't know. I don't know this kind of stuff. *sigh*
Well I just wanna say, I got off my lazy ass to blog. Been a while no?
written @ 03:59 p.m.
Late entry...again. *shrugs* I sleep late...big surprise. I'm a night owl. Sleep seems so relaxing though...as if everything is right. One of these days...I'm sure I'm gonna sleep and never want to wake up. And stay in that little haven that I had built up where everything is perfect. But I feel once I get their...my dreams will shatter with the reality of what it actual is. Maybe I expect too much out of something totally out of my control.
written @ 01:51 a.m.
I bought me a digital camera today. Why? I have no idea. But I like the fact I don't have to buy film. Maybe that was why. *shrugs* Well I brought it home, and took some useless pics to see how they look and realized something. My stupid computer doesn't have a jack to plug that stupid thing in. Shit. I hate this. I guess I have to buy something to connect it or something. Either that or ask my brother if he has one. But knowing my brother he'll probably try and sell the stupid shit. Such a conartist. He should go into business...wait...he is. I guess I'll have to buy one then...that or change the computer and I'm so not in the mood to hall my other computer over and all that. *looks in her wallet* *sigh* Guess I need to go shopping again tomorrow...wonder if I'll even find it.
written @ 08:24 p.m.
Look...a start of a new month and I didn't change my layout yet. Did I speak too soon? Maybe I'm letting loose on this changing layout thing...either that...or I'm getting really really lazy. I go for the second excuse. *shrugs* Don't feel like saying anything...so till next time, say no to drugs. Wait...what was I talking about again?
written @ 03:00 a.m.
I know it's late. But I'm a night owl. Esca's closed her site a couple days ago. I gonna miss that place. *sigh* I feel like everything is changing. Maybe I'm too old for this whole kpop scene, all screaming at some boy group. I wish I could return back to a couple years ago. When everything seemed so wonderful. When their wasn't kangta, jiwon or sunghoon, but hot and jekki. When I would look at them on tv and smile like a dork everytime they came out(wait I still do that). When everybody was into the whole craze like I was. But I guess everyone is growing out of it, and I'm being left behind. I just miss the good old days...but I guess like everyone...it's time for me to move on and see what else life has planned for me...
written @ 03:09 a.m.
Oh gosh. I just saw a funny...or...scary...pic. It's of Kangta. I just have to ask this, who the hell made him do this? I don't know who's running sm, but they are psycho. First they do the nude shinhwa thing...now girl kangta? *drops head* Well...it gave me a good laugh. He has such a pretty face, he looks like a girl. Another guy making me feel ashame to call myself a girl. Well...at least the rest of him doesn't look like a girl. He's got a pretty face, but he's got a boy's body. Like his hands look manly...so does the shoulder and stuff. I'm being technically about kangta crossdressing...*drops head* Okay...I'll stop. Wait one more thing I have to say. Is it just me...or does he kind of look like bada?
I saw this pic were these people dressed up like hot. It was pretty cute. But my gosh...can't believe people would go all the way to do something like that. *shrugs* Maybe I'm just too braindead to understand... These five people...not sure if they all boys...so... anyways...they dressed up like hot and man...I think they did pretty good. Except...I can't tell who two of those guys are. Can you guys tell me which is jaewon and which is tony? I think I figured out who is playing the other guys.
written @ 11:50 p.m.
Another day has passed, and I'm one more day closer to dying. Now...isn't that a depressing way to start off a blog? Lately, I've been feeling very detached from everything. I'm starting to not wanna chat to all you wonderful people out there and infest you guys with my psychoness. I'm reading fics less and less...been writing even less then that. Don't feel like bloging my nonsense anymore either. I wanna louge around on my bed all day and do nothing, but I can't do that either, cause I get bored too fast. So what do I have left to do? *jumps off a cliff* Okay...so I didn't really do that...but it's an idea...
Was bored yesterday, so I made some roses out of hershey's kisses. I told you...I was bored. Then I started cross stitching. So I'm bored and old, besides...I live in hickville with nothing to do, and that made time pass by pretty fast. So...*shrugs* The cross stitch is of minwoo...cause the pic was cute, and also cause I have the strings I need for him. It's not turning out as good...so I suck at this. Poked my fingers so may damn times...
*pops a kiss in her mouth* chocolate...goooood. I bought one of those polaroid sticker camera thingies... Hey I like sticker pics, and here, that's the closest you can get to it. And the other thing is...I didn't have to pay for it. *sticks tongue out* hehe...I'm a cheap ass...what can I say.
Well...I think I'm gonna go and continue doing MinWoo. That just sounds so wrong...
written @ 10:58 p.m.
I don't know why, but everything is irritating me. I can't stand anything. I just wanna go in my little hole and shut everything out. Feel so frustrated and oh so trapped. Everyone and everything seems to be against me. One of these days I'm gonna snap, and your all hear on the news of some deranged girl who went on a killing spree. Makes you all feel better now doesn't it. I just need to get out...just away from everything. Only problem with that is...I'm a lazy ass and don't wanna move. Guess I need to hurry and get my license. Then I'm driving my ass as far from everything as possible...or atleast till the gas runs out.
written @ 09:16 p.m.
I must be honest and say, I think this is my favorite layout, of all the ones I made. I don't know...it looks clean...pure... *shrugs* It's not like the others were messed up or anything. If I'm correct...I worked the hardest on this one too. So it better come out at least half way decent.
I noticed that ever since I got this new layout I write less and less. Like anybody honestly read this stuff anyways...
written @ 01:14 p.m.
Naps naps, naps are good. Okay...only if your a lazy ass like me. Hey give me a break I'm getting old. But I guess its not such a good thing if you wake up with a headache. *pops a couple pills in her mouth*...drugs are good.
written @ 12:59 a.m.
I finally heard ShinHwa's Hey Come On in english. All I have to say is one thing. They should stick to korean. Not that it was that bad. It's just...well...*shrugs* They are so much better in korean anways. Why try to change that...right? Here's a stream if you wanna listen to it. hey comeon english
I feel so icky. I got that really dirty feeling. I didn't even wanna wake up from my nap. I'm old...I need to take naps. I think I took a 4-5 hour nap. I bet I could of slept more and then I probably would of been wide awake at night. That's how the world screws me. Well, I'm awake now though...not tired...nope...all awakk... *drops head* ...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
written @ 08:23 p.m.
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