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reggi ¦ fobalicious
esca ¦ dysphoria
linna ¦ tawagoto
chibi ¦ et cetra
maki ¦ namida


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perfect smile
a little piece of heaven


pitas.com
Some more random stuff

I'm bored again...I warned you...besides...this should make up for my slacking in blogging anyways...

» Their is an individual fanclub just for JaeWon created to be a little bit of strength for him. It's called L.O.V.E. JaeWon (LIBERTY OF VARIOUS EXPRESSION). Their are currently 800 members?(I think) To be in the club I think it costs 8000won(about $7??). L.O.V.E JaEWon The website. It got nothing...I think its not open yet.
» MoonHeeJun is coming out on October. He is currently on a diet it seems for his upcoming solo. It says he gained a little weight while composing. (I could be wrong. I'm a horrible translater.)
» An incident that happened a couple days ago. SungHoon persisted to sing live. When the music started, his throat closed up due to his over packed schdule and all the singing. Not too sure what he did...but...I think he turned the mic to the fans a lot(???)..*shurgs* and just manage to tide over the crisis.

I'm talking a lot about h.o.t. aren't I. *shrugs* It's been a while since I heard anything from them anyways...good to know they haven't all disappeared. Found some pics of Kangta's new ablum. too lazy to post it all up here again...so just go right here...
KangTa pics

**fulawar went to kidnap suwon at 02:26 p.m. Friday, August 17, 2001**


It's late and I'm bored

I'm taking tests again. I should be sleeping instead though...but...oh well...

What's your flavor?
I'm a peppermint. (Fresh, classic, and crisp, you're as tasty as they come.) I don't like peppermint...but I like the discription. Even if it is a lie.
What's your true color?
brown (Inquisitive and logical.)
What's your superpower?
superpower is Invisibility! (It's your ticket to going places you never dreamed of going.)
Are you looney?
Looniness be gone! (You're all about keeping things calm and predictable — no oddball behavior for you.(oh no...I gotta get it back...))
What Color is Your Aura?
aura is a bright, shiny Gold (which means you're a kid at heart with a happy, generous nature.)

Okay...enough for now. I should really be going to bed. Mom's getting pissed at me for waking up so late...

**fulawar went to kidnap suwon at 03:01 a.m. Friday, August 17, 2001**


Random stuff for today

I'm blogging again. Just cause I can. *sticks tongue out*

» sm is finally coming out on sbs.
» Kangta is making his solo comeback on the 19th on sbs inkigayo.
» Kangta means strong hit.
» ShinHwa is #5 on the sbs charts.
» SungHoon is #7.
» JunJin means to move forward.
» Zzi finally did a sechskies history.
» JiWon was voted #1 on the gasoo who would make it even more funner to be on a sitcom or drama.
» On sbs inkigayo comeback, they did a molla camera on Kangta.
» Kangta was deeply hurt cause he was called a betrayer on it.
» Hwanhee means joy.
» Tony, JaeWon, and WooHyuk is said to release their ablum around winter.
» WooHyuk made his first appearance since the breakup at his friend GoSoo's fan meeting.

Okay...that's it. I see it was mostly about Kangta. I wonder how that came to be. *shrugs* Be afraid...when I'm bored again...I might do this again.

**fulawar went to kidnap suwon at 12:36 a.m. Friday, August 17, 2001**


Crap

I've been slacking on my blogs haven't I? I just don't have the soap opera life that everyone else seems to have, which leaves me nothing to write about. All I do is eat sleep and...um...I think that's it. Sad...my life consists of eating and sleeping. I think my dog would have more to write about. I think it would go something like...today I chased the neighbors cat. That fiesty little thing cheating, climbing on top of the fence. So I barked and barked at it. And I swear it stuck it's tongue out at me, before it jumped over the fence, shaking it's butt in my face before leaving. *shakes head* Okay...that was scary. Why not make a story of my blogs. Why write about my boring life? I can write each blog like a story. Like a day of a dog like I wrote up there. *shakes head again* Okay the drugs are getting to me...hehe...I'm too lazy for that anyways.

Take a good long look at suwon everyone. Cause it has come to the time for me to change my blog. Yup...changing it again. I change it too often don't I. To be honest...I like doing to blogs more then writing in it. Not like I have anything to say other thing crap. I think people come here to look at the guy I have for my blog more then to read. Maybe I should just cover this place with pics then no one will care if I wrote...or didn't.

Well...this is the conculsion of another useless entry. Let me make it up with a couple pics.
cute minjin
minwoo x-file caption (what the hell is he doing?)

**fulawar went to kidnap suwon at 10:10 p.m. Thursday, August 16, 2001**


Just Some Thoughts

Well my friend got married today. And of course I couldn't go cause my parents chose today to go out. --;;; I swear they are out to get me. But I wonder if she made the right decision. Well it is her life, so I guess its what she wants to do right? I just don't think I can profess my undying love to a guy promising to forever be beside him and get married at the age of 19. I don't think I'm ready to committ myself to something like that. My life hasn't even started, and to end it right when it should begin, is something I can't do. I like being 19, and acting 19. I wanna go around with my friends, date anyone I want holding nothing responsible. Well okay...I have some responsibility. But, it's not of another person...unless I have a kid. Which I don't. I hated asking my parents if I could go out, and I'd hate it more to ask my husband that. Maybe I'm just immature. Some people would think that. That could be why I'm not ready to jump into something so life changing. I'm not ready to get stop my life, and settle down at the age of 19. If that makes me immature...then so be it. I am.

I was going through some forums, and I read someone write about korean music going down. Well I read it before. And to be honest, I thought the exact same thing. I thought all the good singers were leaving. But in all honesty, korean music isn't going down. Just the groups are. H.O.T., G.O.D., sechskies, shinhwa...etc. Well, even before then. When they started to come out with some bad songs (yes they did come out with some bad songs. addmit it) I thought, damn korean music is going down. But the truth is, it wasn't going down, I was just looking at only them. Cause when I was thinking this, I failed to noticed how more singers started to sing live. And I'm positive that takes a lot of skills to do. Korean music isn't going down, the overlooked solo singers are finally getting a shot at teh spotlight. Give them their time in the sun. Besides that...but...what's with all the girl groups busting out all of a sudden???

Last thought for the day...I gave myself permanent brain damage yesterday. I was looking through linna's blog when I saw this very...*clears throat*...interesting pic of junjin...NAKED!! What kind of perverted photographer made him take that pic? They need to get rid of that byuntae. *shivers* I accepted the shirtless stuff...okay...actually I loved it...they looked way sexy. I gave their naked...well...side naked veiw pics a chance too. I didn't say anything...it was more like...well...you did it there is nothing I can do. But this...this is crossing the damn line...crossing it way bad. It I wanted to see a guy's naked butt...I'd go to a porn site or something. AND NO I DON'T GO TO THEM!!! And What the hell would posess junjin to do that? What did he think this was for...playgirl??? Guess all I can do is hope it's fake. *shrugs* Why can't they go back to the eusha eusha times. They were so cute then, and they weren't trying to sell their bodies then either. I don't think...

Well...I think I'll leave you guys with some cute pic of shinhwa. All dressed...
sweater ricminsung
sweater wanjin
dressyricminwan
leather jacket ricsung
winterwear shinhwa

**fulawar went to kidnap suwon at 01:37 a.m. Saturday, August 11, 2001**


Cursed

I swear this is so not my week. I think the world is just kicking my ass repeatedly, and laughing in my face. Stupid weather. It rained, and then the rain gutters fell on us. I swear, someone is out to get me or something. *sigh* I think I wanna crawl into a little hole for a while and stay there. Nothing can go wrong then...right?

Yesterday was my dukkie's bday. He's a whole year older. I'm so happy for him. I'm starting to miss jekki again. My mom keeps repeating that they'll be back. She says that about hot too. That when people least expect it, they'll be back. *shrugs* Maybe she's right. But for now, I'll just amuse myself with their good old...well...they're old pics anyways...
1 jib
um...2jib? 1jin?
3 jib
3.5 jib
4 jib
all together
So...where you amused? No? Well I saw this...it sure did bring a smile to my face. It's shinhwa's kiss scenes...you'll understand once you see it.
Shinhwa's kiss scene
Oh and this one's for the road...
ricminjin (hope those facial expressions brought a smile to your faces...)

**fulawar went to kidnap suwon at 07:56 p.m. Wednesday, August 8, 2001**


What Am I Doing?

I feel so awful today. Like all sluggish. My hands don't even want to listen right now and type like they are suppose to. I felt so beat and tired, I just wanted to sleep. So I took a nap. I woke up like 5 times, while sleeping. Each time, I just think, maybe that was enough, but whenever I close my eyes, I get that totally calm feeling. And I end up falling a sleep again. I feel so icky now, and I just wanna do nothing, I think I might be even more tired now. Maybe crawl under the blankets and just stay there, still. I felt like fainting when working...I just felt like I had no energy. I think it's due to my eating habits lately. I've been trying to lose some weight, and I think I've been straving myself. I don't really think I have been, but maybe my body is telling me other wise. I usual don't eat breakfast till it's about 3pm. Then around 8 I eat dinner. And that's basically what I eat. I do forget to eat dinner sometimes...but I swear, I'm not doing this on purpose. Well...I don't think I am. I just don't know what's wrong with me. I think in a week, I lost 5 pounds. That's not good is it? Oh gosh...now I have a headache...can my day be any worse? My life right now seems like a dream, all fuzzy. Maybe it is, and I'm dreaming that I'm blogging...--;;;. If I'm dreaming of blogging...that settles it. Even my dream has a boring life. Gosh...headache getting worse. Maybe I'll get me something to eat, and then take some pills.

**fulawar went to kidnap suwon at 08:31 p.m. Sunday, August 5, 2001**


What a Day

Today, my mom decided to go up. She was planning on getting my dad some shots, and visting my grandma and stuff. Well anyways, about fours hours after they left, I got a phone call from my grandma, asking why they haven't come yet. Well, of course I had no idea, so I just assumed they were at the video store or was still at the place for dad's shots (two hours for shots is kindof long isn't it.). Well, so I was continuing with what I was doing...which was probably nothing. At around 5 or so, I saw my brother. I was going O_o? what he hell is he doing here. And I saw his girlfriend too. That's what I saw my parents. I was thinking...they home earily. That's when they tell me, that they had been in an accedent. I honestly thought they were kidding. But, that's when I noticed that they didn't came in their own car, but my brothers. I'm slow on detail. I was trying to figure out what in the world was going on, I still was having a hard time believeing it. But there they were, holding one of those ice pack things you get from hospitals, and also in hand, was like a police report thing, or something like that. I guess that's when everything started to slowly settle in. That just scared the living hell out of me. I know I might say I wished my parents would disappear, but I guess I never actually expected it to ever happen. My mom just had to take our dog along with her, and from what I hear, she like tossed her. What a weird day I had. Hearing about this little accedent really made me wanna learn to drive (being sarcastic as hell...--;;;). But I guess I'd get less hurt being in a car and getting hit, then being out in the open and getting hit. My mind is thinking stupid things now... Just I keep wondering about all those what ifs...

**fulawar went to kidnap suwon at 11:06 p.m. Saturday, August 4, 2001**


D4U

I dled d4u. It's quite cute. Minwoo and junjin is in it, and they like teach the dance moves to hey come on. I was gonna try, but...I think it's those things that looks easier then it actually is. Well it only looks easy when they do it in slow motion anyways. I liked the move to the beginning. Minwoo's so cute. He shows the moves they start out with. And like the part where they have one hand on the floor, and are bending over. He's like, when your in this part think carisma. He's so cute. Junjin and minwoo are really great dancers. Oh but minwoo's shoes has to go. They are all making sqeaking noises on the floor. *covers ears* Man...but they have a lot of thrusting movements in this dance.

*drops head* They showing the part where minwoo sings. The part after junjin's rap. Now these moves seem hard. Cause you have to move you body all smooth, and like water. But the part that really gets to is when they moves back, and give to thrusts of the hips. *drops head* Now my brain is thinking of that one blog, about shinhwa in bed? I'm looking at minwoo, (sorry minwoo lovers) and I'm imagining how good in bed he would be. His moves are like exact, and stuff. *smacks self in forhead* I had to smack myself. I have a habit, everytime something wrong goes into my head or I read something that's just not right, I smack myself omn the head, leaving behind a nice welt. I think I read too much to those blogs talking about sex. It's really getting to me. Well...I think I'm gonna give my currupt little brain a rest...

**fulawar went to kidnap suwon at 01:36 a.m. Friday, August 3, 2001**


New Layout

So pissed. I just finished blogging...and what does this do, erase it. Stupid son of a biitttcc...I mean. Hey guys. I got me a new layout. You guys like? Not like I didn't like the one before, but I was planning on changing it each month, so...I have a problem with liking change too much.

As you all can see, the theme for this layout is suwon. No pokey, I'm not trying to steal him back. I gave him back to you, I'll just have to find it in my heart to survive with only 5 slaves. I made it suwon cause, I didn't do anything for his bday. I know this thing isn't much, but...it's accetpable...right? I was working on this last night. Took me forever to find that pic over there. Guess I was being too picky. So, if you don't like that pic, you can just go and kiss my big fat...I mean...oh well?

I think I'm on going nuts or something. Must be something in the water...*takes a drink of water*... I got bored, and I didn't like the layout before on a little piece of heaven anyways...I changed it. I was too lazy to change the front page of it, but the rest is all different. It's a shinhwa, jekki, hot site. I feel bad though, cause shinhwa's all over the thing. I didn't mean to make it all them, it's just everything time I look for a pic to put up, I always seem to find it, with shinhwa on it(or minwoo mostly). Well, it was minwoo's bday, so its okay...right? I made a new site too. I'm starting to like how it looks, even though I'm not the words biggest pink fan. This site is for kim jisung (I know...who the hell is he...). This guy was on a show called akdong club. He and two other guys from the show went to japan, to join two japanese guys and form a group. Wonder how good they'll do? So then...so far, I did two sites and a blog. *drops head* I think it's time to give myself a rest. Now if only I could finish all my fics...that would be a miracle...

**fulawar went to kidnap suwon at 07:22 p.m. Thursday, August 2, 2001**