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Tuesday, October 29, 2002
MAKE IT STOP!!!!!! Some damn siren is going off...at 12:00 none the less...and it's driving me insane! I feel like I'm going nuts or something...or maybe I'm already nuts and that's what is making the sound. I don't know...all I know is the sound won't stop. Also strange cause no one else seems to notice. Like the streets are dead. No one is even coming to check out what the problem is. Well...the fact that I live in a ghost town, doesn't help either... *covers ears* It's freaken loud! Isn't there some kind of law where it says I can kill the thing responsible for the noise? Please say yes...*whines*
12:05 a.m.
Saturday, October 26, 2002
How long has it been? Anyone still come and read? If you do...what do you read if I haven't written anything? Well lets see. What happened that I could write about... Uh...I'm a girl? I guess it's all out now. Sorry pokey. I'm not the 50 year old perverted man you were starting to believe I was... Give me about 30 years and lots of money for surgery and then we'll see. --;;; Even though I haven't written in that long...I still can't find something to write about. At the current moment, I'm sitting on my chair, spinning it around and around. Seeing how long it takes before it makes me sick. I counted 50. The world is spinning...make it stop. *holds stomach* I'll just write again when I have something eventful happen. Which will probably be next to never. So I guess I'll see you again in about a month or two.
11:28 p.m.
Friday, August 23, 2002
Ah...I'm so tired. I knew I shouldn't of stayed up last night. I have 3 hours of sleep in 2 days. Oh well... It's 11 and soon I'm gonna be snoring away again anyways. *glomps pokey* Oh thank you thank you thank you. I got your stack of anime today. I love the package. I knew those aol things had their purpose. ^^ I couldn't see any of them yet, cause my compy is messedup and it lets me see it when it feels like it, and today just wasn't one of the days. *shrugs* Oh well...I guess I can always try tomorrow. But thank you. *glomps again* I send you something too...ummmlets see...what don't they have their. Uh...hicks? fresh air? Oh I know...ME! hehe...If I ever sent myself, you'd probably stamp on it, return to sender. ^^;;;
11:10 p.m.
Thursday, August 8, 2002
My brother left yesterday with his girlfriend to get married with elvis as their priest ^^... Okay...so I don't know about the priest part...but I know they went to get hitched. And I guess the reason they're staying there for a few days is...honeymoon? Hell...my brother is married...or I think he is now...and I still haven't even gotten a boyfriend yet. *looks down on ground and kicks a rock* this is just sad. Okay...tomorrow...I'm wearing my overalls, hair in pigtails, sucking on a lollipop. Why? Cause I want to. *sticks tongue out*
09:59 p.m.
Friday, August 2, 2002
wow...it's almost been a month since I had this layout...and I have only 1 entry. --;;; Even after I say...I quote "I'll write more"...but I also said "But...in the end...I probably won't...so..." which turned out to be true. New record wouldn't you say? Next time, I'm going for two... Hmmm...I noticed pokey has a new layout. It's yami no matsuei layout too... shish...I'm the one who first finds out about them...and she's the one who becomes more obsessed. Oh well...I haven't been into anything lately anyways. Just give me a rainy day, a good book and glasses (to go with the nerdy image) and I'm set. Sad isn't it? And I call this my summer vacation. Yup...I'm a loner who never leaves her house. Maybe it's in fear that everyone will be horrified by my deformed face. No...that's not it. I'm just a mole...and I can't leave the little hole what I dug for myself. Well...especialy without my daddy's permission. --;;; This is coming from someone who is gonna turn 21 next year. Yes...this is when you look at me and start to believe that I probably am some sort of freak of narture. I stayed at home during highschool, stayed home during college, and yeasr from now I can just see it. I'll be the pyschotic neighbor everyone points and whispers as they pass, talking of how she hasn't left her house in years. Of how she's a witch and you best be careful or she'll put a curse on you. So to say it simply...I was a loser, grow up to be a loser, and probably die a loser too. Wow...my future sure is looking bright. The printer machine was being a pain in the ass. I had the sudden urge to just smash it to the ground, stomp on it, then after it's distroyed, do a little dance around it. Okay...maybe not the dancing part. hehe All day, I've been walking about with lopsided boob. I know all you guys wanted to know that.^^ Well...the strap came off. And so I'm just walking around with one strap on, and the side without one, keeps sliding down, and I'm afriad that any sudden movements is gonna have my boob pop out. isn't this just great to know? Yup...I thought so too. *adjust bra again* Lets see...what other thing do I have to talk about. Oh yeah...almost forgot. My brother's getting married. Can you believe it? Someone is actually willing to married that ape. poor thing. hehe...and I call myself his sister. ^^ Well...I'm not sure when it's gonna happen. They say they're gonna go to vegas(how romantic --;;;) and just get the marriage license. Then they are gonna have the real wedding with the flowers the cake and all next year. I'm happy for them. They have been dating for 2 years now. I just can't believe it sometimes that he's gonna get married. He's not mature enough to take care of another person. Guess that means, she's gonna be the one taking care of him. people get married so young. I got aother invitation to a friend's wedding. She graduated with me and she's getting married. I still feel like a 12 year old, and to see my friends get married is so strange. It makes me realize that I'm not 12. That I'm no longer a teenager. And I feel lost. Where did the years go. *sigh* I'm old...old dammit. I'm ancient!
11:58 p.m.
Monday, July 8, 2002
tada...new layout. pokey said it took long to upload the pages cause of all those online quiz things...^^;;; Guess I did go over board on doing them. I swear I had like 1 or 2 entries were I actually wrote...and the rest were filled with "What kind of ___...which are ____...etc..." I'll write more hopefully on this. But...in the end...I probably won't...so...
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